of randomness

so.. it was tanker's 24th bday 2 weeks ago... I bought him a big box of gifts because i do not know the one item he really wants...=/ So i just Filled it up with things that catches his eyes the whole of Nov whenever we were out and about... The idea is.. if he notices something/Find something intriguing, i will discreetly change the topic/distract him somewherelse so he wouldn't buy it.. and later pop over another day to get it. It was all quite secretive. Sometimes when he makes me angry, i am tempted to burst the bubble of tumbling giFts i stored secretly so he can see and Feel bad! But oF course, with that, my effort through the month of 'harvesting and storing' (Felt like a mouse) will then be wasted!

Anyway.. amongst the various little gifts is a rubiks' cube.
we compete randomly to solve it the other day... the Fastest time..and i won hands down.. muaha. too easy =)


another one..its uhm.... a toy bus Filled with candies

really belated pics.....




anyway,
made this the other day~
roasted chicken...
ahahha
didnt know how to make the stuffings, tried using bread crumbs...stuffed the chicken till its so huge and uhm.. garlic cloves too.. quite Funny..


reminds me of... christmas somehow.. omg.. christmas! T.T cant wait

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why is it that non straight guys are so hilarious?
just cant stop laughing whenever they're around. Its like they are so infectious and can just make you laugh and laugh. =)

shabu-shabu? in Aust... my First time trying it with some Friends 4 lunch and nearly burnt my hair From the sparks. still Fun nonetheless ^.^

i'm coming home in 12 days time!! very..excited!

this week has been...slightly more interesting than usual....

i spent melb cup holiday on tuesday trying to be angmo and watched the 'races' on tv for the first time...even getting excited when my 'horse' which i bet on seems like hes' winning.. but urhm.... nope.. not a chance

found a huge slug in some spinach on wednesday.. it plops out into the sink still crawling..aRRRRRR ..with tentacles some more.. really tragic.

on thurs... i watched my alltime fav childhood flick 'the land before time' and spent the whole night crying on tissues becoz little foot lost his mom...=( ..it is such an amazing cartoon..

Friday.. had lunch in iori with some colleague friends...then...did some.. lawn bowling during workhours in a lawnbowl club..omg..co event..lets just say... i am really not that cut for sports...zZzzzz

dinner potluck in sams' new place on a saturday night.. ^.^ Made wanton dumplings for the first time!

today.. made some thai sticky rice dessert with mangoes! Had been my all time favorite.. top with coconut milk..=)

(pic From http://www.realthairecipes.com/recipes/mango-with-sticky-rice/)

its another monday again tomorrow..
sad
mondays' always hard

uhm..i take back my words...
weather is so hot now, that, its getting quite painful..
Felt like being roasted in a big oven just by walking under the sun max 15 min.
apparently summer will be 5 times hotter than what it is now...
hotter than even msia? omg haha

So.. Had a massive shopping to get the kids back home some lil presents today.. I love all the little dresses i saw..had a really hard time choosing the right ones..Plus multiplying by 4, not wanting the same designs etc...It is not easy at all.. but i'm always happy buying them gifts..
took ages scoring some bargains..


=*~) hope they'll never grow up too fast..

anyway.... i just Found the best beauty secret tip ever..!

vaseline..
i never ever notices it..its always lying around somewhere unused.... but hey..i love it so much now..~

Did you know.. it is like the...best makeup remover... ever?
its all over the internet but i just Found out bout it yest..=.=
eyeliner..mascara..waterprooF etc etc
Did alil experiment .. just dab it on your eyes.. and remove with alil tissue/etc..


works so well..so amazin.. i was so impressed.. T_T

just thought of sharing.. ^.^

its so hot these days
yay to the coming summer

omigosh..

abandoned this place for quite sometime..
i dont want to mention what i do everyday.. because life has became such a routine with waking up early for work, coming back n eat, sleep and doing the whole vicious lil cycle again..=/ that.. there is nothing exciting to talk about actually! aha (N Vicious cuz i need to wake up early.. thats all...)


anyway..this shall be a random post..
i tried the oats with prawns recipe of joannes! Well instead of prawns, i used chicken...

not too bad.. too oily tho.. too much
butter!
made an oreo cheesecake For the First time! hmm... not too bad too..


our lil cookings everyday..




random potato,milk and eggs quiche? ran out oF Food so we throw the basics together and baked it.. not bad at all! =)

everythingelse..with life..
not really that bad.. with weekends and all but yeaaaa... i've just done zero exciting things..
strangely,although with zero excitements, i've never Felt so comfortable... and relaxed.. and chilled..it Feels like the summer holidays everyday.... maybe cuz there are no more assignments,exams,papers! But i will be doing my CPA papers soon i think.. sigh.. chilling state shall soon be over..*scared*

speaking of summer holidays.. tanker is coming home with me to malacca! He will be attending the wedding as well before Flying off From changi airport a week later..

anyway.. after not taking pics For months anymore...reallylo, we Finally took one.. this was taken this afternoon before we headed out...

older alil.. ppy belated 28 months lil tanker ..


anyway i hate my hair!!
its so long that..

1. i sleep on my own hair, got it caught behind my back all the time and it hurts
2.Got it caught between my specs and pull out strands of my fringe everyday
3.Got it caught behind random cupboard openings and having strands pulled out
4.It will never be tangle free everyday... it hurts to comb
5.stuffs get caught in.. specks of dusts.. everything =/
6.painful

such a pain! i last had a hair trim in sydney... korean place.. and the guy says i am definitely amongst his few difficult tangled hairs customers =( liddat also can.. got lectured on

this is such a random post... xx

Had a Farewell tea and lunch with my team For my current manager..
we went to have steak/chicken with cocktails in this lil restaurant..

very random.. but this place's mascot pops out of nowhere and started dancing around tables..It even sat on our table For awhile..

the mascot ran behind me and i was given this big fat hug!!!!!
arghhhhhh n dowan let go!
i squeal lo

anyway.. random day but very much fun..

YAY

After few days scrolling through For the cheapest Flights.. Finally i've decided to take airasia again.. (no entertainment unless i pay.. sigh..) but.. it is undeniably the cheapest alternative..

I'm actually..coming home!!! this 12 dec..

Company closes 2 weeks For Christmas.. and i take another 5 days off.. so i've got 3 weeks at home.. Bros' wedding Function etc ... Should be great..
Strategy: Take home an empty luggage and Filled it up with brand new things using ringgits!! gasps.. everything divide by 3..thank god For currency exchange

Anyway.. i'm just really excited!

i have always loved 'mc......D' soft cone..
it was my alltime Fav..
Got a shock when i ate one whole cone the other day..
it was really weird.. it tasted different.. but i continued chomping the whole cone
because.. i cant throw it away.. its my long awaited indulgement and cure of my cone cravin erm pangs
ughh..
bad choice..
The aftertaste it leaves in my mouth still makes me shudder now
i can still remember it.. it tasted like.. smelly plastic bottle.. Like the whole cream was contaminated with some old plastic substance where it was stored

I breathe in and out as usual minutes aFter Finishing it but tanker and i got to detour to the toilet because i really wanted to puke.. Like my stomach was heaving because the aftertaste was just sooooo bad
I didnt puke because all the toilet bowl had stains and i didnt dare to go near.. screamlo

anyway... everythings okay now. But i am thinking oF complaining.. to.. do something.. i wanna get compensation!! But its too late now.. no evidence i bought the cone..no receipt..nuthin..
kick self

randoms...

long overdues..


happy bday hannah~

also.. Friends' doggy. It was so huge
picture not justified..
it was the size of a lil lion!

juz had to do this.. take a pic..lol
Fun night tho. tom yums.


luv u lil 'siow pai too' ^.^

am being so random.. haha

oh hey.. i Finally Finished the twilight series.. Wanna smack myself For being so obsessive.. I got so drawn to the books and the whole twists, the storyline, till i was actually..like.. really disappointed when it had to end. Book 4 is the end!!! omg!! Heart Fell.I still want to be engrossed in that world, still want to be surprised, still want to know what happened to the characters, etc etc etc.
sigh am i really becoming this crazy obsessive 'teen' obsessing over handsome vampires. It was different with the whole harrypotter thing. I Still read the whole series (Following the hype)
BUT... i dont care if harry died or watever..

so yeaaaa.. sigh!!!!!!! why did it end.

didnt realized up till now that.. twilight was actually pretty engaging..
spent my whole sunday reading the 2nd book .. ahhhh!!
headache. But i think i'm addicted

worked late every thurs now..

not complaining as i get to finish latest 5.30 every other weekdays.. Working life in aust is definitely much relaxing than what i tried in Sg...much much more.Weekends are like gems though.Like you know there's no fumbling around to snooze alarms.No deadlines to meet.No responsibilities.Just sleeps. slept the whole day today because of a migraine. Woke up still with a massive headache =(

tho..life is pretty nice to me these days..Love all my tiny lunch breaks sneaked outs,nights spent with friends,tanker, moms'calls.. its really simple..

on a random note..not too good moments..
Just Found out that my computer got inFected by a random virus... "brontokk virus" or something.. it has been hiding sneakily in my computer.. changing my coms' conFigurations... making my hidden Folders unaccessable..arghhhhh. With tons oF other problems..(the typing oF 'Fs' problem) computer is dying.. dont die on me...=/

my sunflowers.. slowly dying now..
if only.. some things will never end..
but the reality is..
we all know..dont we?
all good things will come to an end eventually


btw
i made tanker hate alot of songs these days because i kept replaying them 24/7. Whenever we are cooking. or chopping up things. or hanging out. hee.
Cant help it... just caught on to the J holidays' drift... his songs 'bed','suffocate'.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. so addictive.
iF only i can autoplay it here and annoy everyone
but cant.. sigh
so yeaa.. iF u are bored
you can click on the right to listen to my current addicted tune!! =)

please do! and turn it up really loud!

Dear bro, (iF u ever see this)

i'm sorry i stole your pictures,
but they're just so pretty

Dap

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My brother just got married!
registration of marriage....
ceremony is on december..which i'm hoping to get back to..

still

so happy for them =~)

after a decade being tgh..






Officially 'married' now...
=)

i bought a new headphone!!

First time getting one... quite pricey.. 54 aud.. omg
but the sound coming thru it.. was ...damnnnn good
i have a lil bit of hearing problems now after blasting around

anyway..
i'm going crazy over being able to download anything i want (our uni's File sharing prog was brought up again)
just wanna say.. rihannna 's songs are..ugh (First time hearing them)
why all the hype? hmm

going crazy over my psp games which i downloaded in bulks too! arhhhhh.. so much 'things' to do ,so little time! can only truly play on weekends tho =/ weekdays are filled with hard work..

(but as you can see..all the things i need to do are redundant unnecessary stuFFs now...no more uni books/silly assignments! lovin life this way =)

slee was here for 5 days!

had a Fun time catching up with you girl.. i Felt so sad when you had to
board the bus..



yums.

made some pancakes tgh! remember how i say i'll never eat pancakes again? lol

nor watch any more movies for a long time..
we watched sisters keeper n public enemy!

nor have anymore retail fixs for a very very long time!.. (guilt)



haha

will miss ya =(
n we never take much picslo!

I was ..

damn sad today. And panicked like mad the whole night.
Thought i made a mistake in lodging my pr too early, the date of my lodgement is a week before the date of completion in my letter of completion. So i thought technically i did not have my degree yet and may not meet the study requirement thing. (2 years)
Was so scared i hardly eat anything. Like i was Forced to eat but my stomauch just couldnt take things in.

like millions of thoughts running thru my head. Should i get my application withdrawn and reapply again? Should i get my payment Forfeited etc.

thx zhuoyan 4 helping to clariFy things though..really thankFul.. apparently its not an issue. I met it based on the units i completed, not the date oF completion. =/ I still panic here and there.. mainly because i rushed through my application and did not read things properly.. =(

not only this issue..i just Feel like giving myselF a good shake and stop all these..thoughts.
unneccesary worries that dont seem to stop growing

blog's so dead these days

been so busy! and now my rooms' a big junk yard.. Basically i dont have much time to clean up... so things gets thrown around...have to clean up soon.. cause shir lee is coming over next week! yesh,she's Flying over For a visit all the way From melbourne..! =) cant wait to see u again slee

maybe we'll head to..sydney again? ^.^
Btw Sydney was greatt.. been there for 5 days.. we stayed in Carrington apartments near york street.. The apartment was huGE and very aFFordable, so i'm glad things turns out well. You know you grew a lil older.. when.. you're the one looking at apartments/hotels to book 4 your parents and not the other way round anymore..

Well, they're gone now.. to New Zealand..~ I dont want to mention how affected i am, but yeaa.. i just Felt so sad seeing their taxi drove away to the airport, 5 am outside our hotel..

so lazy.. just some random pics from here and there





yay.. we're done with Uni!


hehe zams

and sydney!




Fish market!

...




turns out so poser yer

poor doggie begging on the streets




we took here 2 years ago... wow




this is one candid ugly shot..

=(



anyway.. i ...Finally lodge the application and am now on bridging visa =/

me and tankers' been oFF to woden,tuggenarong, every night For dinner/movie the past Few days.. ahh..really tired

and too busy to upload more pics these days... just a lil preview.. the ceremony is Finally over and done with! I did not trip or do anything silly..
so all's good



this scroll is what it is at the end of the day..=/


but yea..
i'm heading to sydney this saturday!

happy news today.. i AM graduating! results out and i did it..
big big relief..not wanting to dissappoint my parents surpasses everything else

3 years, and if i can do it again, i'll choose accounting over chemistry(& horrible maths)over and over again

zombie

i'm so exhausted now. Reminds me oF my First Few days interning in sg travelling with mrts, busses, walking..
Only its more oF walking over here..
n exams over Few days ago.. . i...i think can graduate.. well cud be a scary ending 4 an elective oF mine.. its some human resource management course.. which is .. i dunnoe.. :( . I rather accountings any day.

the night be4, a lil get tgh b4 everyone leaves 4 hols..(well cept me, i've got no hols at all.. weekends are my only salvation now...=~




masya, u gotta save this pic! =) luv the hair

Fun Fun night.. where hmmm.. things gets a lildirtty* during truths.. =D
n its back to bed with 7 plus wake up drill in the mornin =/

is tmr a saturday? yay! i think i'm going shoppin^.^

actually

i kinda like exams
i like it best when i know what i'm doing and the satisFaction (notice the F) aFter a paper... yay
so i've got 2 more to go b4 i can gauge iF i ll be graduating.. sigh.. pleese pleese pleese pleese pass me

my mom is coming soon too. 30th june she'll be in melbourne.. and
7th july she'll be here. very happy.
i miss mom.

its 7 June ~

our 2 years Falls on 8..
public holiday..due to queens bday or something.. not sure. But whats sure is.. most places will be closed...
so we..decided to celebrate it a lil earlier..

cant believe its been 2 years now.. Many highs and lows and silly Funny times...I am blessed in many ways to have found a lil best friend..which i absolutely adore at the same time.So here's wishing we will always remain this way iF not more

we went hyatt hotel For a spread oF buFFet.. (sorry For my F's.. my computer cant type small F's anymore without popping up random search pop ups! virus?its so hard to type my assignments.. =( quite sad about this)

anyway.. the buFFet is sooooooo nice! Filled with mouth watering cakes,desserts, and salty salty Fresh prawns, oysters, mussels, crabs!,
so so main courses.. but yea.. i was just gobbling up the prawns (nicer than sydney Fish markets' onelo)

but oF course....there's price to pay. Quite big price. and overeating tendencies by tanker. I was really scared he gets a heart attack





i love those salty salty prawns

Fourth/Fifth rounds?

ark =(


arrk.. another greedy unprepared shot.. my mouth was FULL

another one with mouth FULL.

And Finally i get to checkout the casino!!

went in there with big dreams
but ended up losing 4 roulette games straight in a row!!! I mean.. i chose.. red.. and its black! i stick with red... and its black! and i Finally choose black..then its red!! u get it.. that kinda

haih =( 10 dollars gone

and i bought a new 'cheapskate' but big 'Functional' mirror! yay


a pic i really like.. =) exactly 1 year ago. well happy 2 years b-
unny
'treat me good'

its been awhile..

you know how difficult it is to make decisions...decisions that will ultimately steer you into the kind of life you want.. As always, i am bad at making it.. My head will reach its maximum capacity point, with millions of considerations running through..and i rather not think anymore. I will succumb to laziness, after all, doing nothing and not thinking feels better than having to consider all these.. reality

it took a great effort on my part to wake up. but
I want to make sure i am doing the right thing... I consider and reconsider and ponder. At one point i thought i made up my mind, and the next moment, i switch to alternatives. It was so bad.

And then, seeing signs gave me hope these past few weeks. Somehow my life changes in strange ways. so i've made up my mind. Wont be heading back home anytime soon..
but i will definitely try to be back by the end oF next year..(sparky..=(
i am applying "pr", onshore, that means not being able to leave the country till it is issued.../rejected
(Well, providing i dont Fail anything in the next 3 weeks! arghh so scared. really scared. alot at risk)
done police clearances etc.. need to book health checks... need to get documents..etc..
hard work. Its a pretty tedious process. =/

the other day i was in the m'sia embassy... and they have mosquitoes! I havent seen a mosquito ever in aust, but once u reach the m'sia territory within the compound, mosquitoes!
so Funny.

too much things going on. hard to blog.
i'm extremely scared this sem.. i have been the most crazily slackest i've ever been.. and ironically i chose to slack in the most crucial period...=( Feel so demotivated, anxious, angst, worried, nervous, excited, happy, in bundles all at the same time. am so weird! =/

random overdues..

Fried mars bars.. korean night..


mosquito embassy

i lost all motivation to take pics too as can be seen.. ahah..i've tons of other bad bad photos..

so much stuffs in my head
*panic*

horror

i watched a swedish vampire movie the other day with a bunch oF girlfriends.. Foreign Firm, Foreign language.. Never thought i can have the guts to go through a horror flick.. Never never watched horror since i'm terrified easily. Actually the time is 4.45 am now and i'm Feeling quite scared. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... help. sob
think i wont sleep till 7 am.

random custard pie i made ages ago



so..since today is our 23 months, i wanted to hit the casinos.. =.=
I thought u know.. maybe i can get lucky and get some extra cash From playing roulette. After all, its just guessing red or black. 50-50 chance.
I was ready to be a big gambler For the First time in my liFe and plonk down 50 dollars. (encouraged by stories oF this guy in my hall who wanted to lose 500 dollars, so he plonk it down but win 5 times in a row n ended up with thousands!) ehhe

cool yea


but in the end, my big plans failed due to slipper issues n not bringing our passports along. =( arh.. dissapointment.


so we did Grocery shopping.. i like to drag this around in one oF our bargain supermarkets... Scrutinizing items on sale n carrying big trunk of veges around... sigh thats life. Instead oF receiving Flowers,the closest thing to flowers i come into contact these days with is probably some vege leafs.....=(

at this place, i was a happy girl! well u cant see i'm happy here cuz i always dont smile happily.. but yeaa..
bought me 2 pairs oF shoes/ flats! (actually they are 2 For 10 aud.. unbelievable price right... its like 2 For 10 sgd since our exchange rate n sg is pretty much the same now..)

and cringe* my artistic skills gone down the drain too.. since mom's day is around the corner, i posted a card to my mom... with this

silly drawing oF mine... its me, mom, dad n lil sparky..
(cant believe this is up.. lol)

hmm

for the 'two years'..
i am to choose..anything to my hearts' desires..
a month to decide..
designers
wink
tanker's courtesy

feel so bad tho.. i feel like a lil...girl sent to the candy store and given the light to pick any candies i want . Maybe i'll reject this whole idea.

anyway..i am feeling quite stress..so many things in my mind to do..
die...arg. And i procrasinate so much. Like my mind goes happy when i lay on the bed and day dream..


or when i take random pictures.. its a love... ermm..

and then reality hits...
and i usually fall asleep.. waking up panicking

this picture is scary isnt it? Hope i didnt scare anyone. Quite shutterlike.

hello

woaaa.. been such a long time since i last updated.. I think this is going to get less and less. I dont think i have any readers much anymore
but
i've got to keep this going.. Its the 'only closest' way to keep in touch with you guys...=(

These days been Filled with crazy assignments, 3 due in next 2 weeks and an exam next week. I havent start touching my exam notes, which is so unlike me... Cause i am quite a big nerd n study quite a bit b4 exams... so this is quite strange. big sigh.

ANd ohhh! my 3rd brother is getting married in December! With my ex senior in high school...10 or 11 years of togetherness... So sweet yea...
And thats why,when you grow older, you'll slowly realized choosing THE right partner is so.....crucial. Guys under leopard spotted skin are warning bells.
Marriage is like... such a.. big thing. such a huge.. commitment.
It serves like a reminder you're hitting the next phase in life..
Ok, lets just not think about it =/

And where was i..
ooo, never never buy natural yoghurt...
One Fine day, i was tempted to experiment again... this time, it's ka.ren cheng's cookie yoghurt and canned berries recipe..
well i substituted canned berries with boiled strawberries..


looks nice?


but..... Failure. Yoghurt 'cannot make it'. Tasteless, Fat Free and No added sugar.
who eats natural yoghurt anyway? =/

next experiment..custard filled cream puffs.. Never admit Failure right? =)

i'm gonna sound like a bigger nerd to say this... but there are some things i'm trying to search for.. the truth.. have you all wondered where do we come From...like.. how can humans be so...perfect? Evolution From a tiny cell, charles darwin's theory, chance? It is impossible.
The truth scares me alil. All the prophecies. why is it so..accurate?

randoms:

oh god
Finally finish n done with.. my silly english test which i was so reluctant to do. simply do..simply write..
I know i'll deFinitely not hit the highest band.. but just give me average i'm happy.
cant take it

the place where the test was held is so weird.. People muttering in gibberish language in groups... no wonder aust actually want to Filter through all of... us.. sigh. Is this really home?

....

i had.. 71 friends request..which just sits there
being accumulated... Why do people add people who they dont know at all?I just want to keep 'Fazebook' clean with Friends whom i do know and not like my Friendster which is Filled with randoms.But there are some...exceptions.. iF i think i vaguely see them beFore/juniors...i'll approve but i have this tendency to approve girls only...=.=

and whats with those quizzes..god..when i'm in a bad mood, they annoy me like.. dut.why do u wanna take a quiz on whether yur hair is brown/red? ooo its blue.. ok. err HaHA? so whats the point again?

.......

tanker is coming back From 'our' holiday monday early morning.
So i'll stay up the whole night waiting 4 him tmr. initially planned to make a bento box (copied From somewhere.. i am indeed not original at all) Filled with cute sushi rolls and decorated stuFFs (Jap style).. but i am throwing my plans away because i'm so lazy now...


But hey, isnt it a great idea to surprise someone with your own bento box? I think its soo coool! no? i know i'll burst into tears if someone make this For me...For sure. so nice

oh god


its EASter holidays! 2 week break..

and why am i such a nerd.
Anyway.. i 've decided to forgo going on a holiday with tanker..
the reason? studying for some silly english test, saving cash, too much homework and being around just in case for a schedule

after many weeks of contemplating,discussions,mind thuggin decision making.. he will be heading to melbourne tmr night alone to visit his parents for a week...such an easy decision to make yea.. just hop on the bus/plane and just chill, just relax, just ..have.. fun..

but it took me awhile.

he jokes that he is very afraid to leaving me and coming home to find me 'dead' =.= from starvation, from depression, from everything..
really =.= . "leaving me by myself is akin to leaving his 'toddler' at home in the playpen" (really.. i'm NOT that badlo!)

Anyway it is quite funny. and will be a challenge as i havent actually been cooking/living by myself for a really long time... sigh.. i think i'll survive..

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recently,made a cheesecake all by myself for the first time... Had constant craving so decided to make it.. Hard labour of smashing cookies into crumbs...


squeezing lemon to get 125 ml.. (squeezed For agesand only got a tiny bit..never knew squeezing lemon could be so hard)

my little 'unbaked' lemon cheesecake. Not baked but just chilled in the Fridge! Very very very very delicious.

remember my burnt cookie disaster? Well, i've sworn oFF baking cookies..
this is tanker's First time awhile ago..

Muesli cookies. Very nice.
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a lil girls get together b4 easter..

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will update more soon..

i'm quite.. happy..
i made it through my first round oF interview..
For a canberra gov initiated program.. i cant say much here .. because just worried how google may link people here..

maybe. this could ultimately decide if i'm to stay on here or head
back home in july to apply offshore..

overjoyed.

choked on a piece of cookie. you know how when you bit on a cookie, they have these...crumbs and i accidentally breathe in and suck some crumbs into my esophagus.. =.=

till now..
cant Figure out how do i actually put a title to my posts... and..

my weeks Flew by so Fast... Week 5 is gonna be over tomorrow..
...I get this.. tiny knots all the time in me thinking oF the amount oF assessment and work i have next week.. 2 group presentations which i dread but have to do it. *panic* group meetings aFter group meetings.. ..lemah

anyway last week had quite abit oF Fun meeting a new bunch oF girls.. we had a swapping clothes session.. where basically.. u take mine, i take yours.. Great For swapping clothes you dont wear, but other people may look nice in it etc...

girls and clothes = lots oF cash spent..

anyway, i went DFO! Direct Factory outlet... where clothes go insanely cheap...like ...even...5 aud a dress or 3 dresses For 10 aud.. actually.. Aust is quite a nice place to shop! Sg a lil bit overpriced.





i Found a lil trench...and some other randoms.. quite happy


so akwardla.... selF shot can..
but i cant pose.... this is the best position i can come out with...
standing in Front oF a pole... =/

with tanker..and some random shots oF our Food... i think.. From now on, i'll snap every new dish we whipped out.. . just in case.. For u know.... memories...=(

emo

i was so mad today..
rarely i get so mad.. when i come close to being mad its because i heard things and i'm disappointed in that person especially more when i really care about them or i'm sad because of issues or ..that kind of mad.. not angry.. just dissapointed..

but mad as in..angry
okay well.. i do get angry at times (like when i kena scoldin etc)..but its been so long now.. I' havent felt it For such a long time i forgot ever being angry..

and i 'm actually angry at tanker. I was so angry i tried to run away for the first time... i walked out aimlessly holding my computer.. .. only then i realised.. i dont actually have a place to go..
i randomly camped in the library Furiously typed out my group assignment

the reason i was mad?

curry chicken.
he ate his leFtover portion .but i really wanted it.
he scoop all into his plate (being Funny).i just leFt the room.

am i being unreasonable? i was in extreme pain craving 4 that curry since yesterday night and told him so.

so yea.. I didnt talk to him the whole day but Failed at 12 am just now.. Succumbed to his silly cheering method. =/

still.

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while i was camping in the library.. checked out urbandictionary.com aFter reading a blog

so Funny.. did cheered me up alil..

u search yur name n ppl deFine it in silly ways like mine...


2. Daphne
14 up, 1 down
1. A hot person who likes to be around guys
2. Kinduf nice with lots of frends
3. could be a private stripper? younmever know!

1. That girls sucha Daphne, shez so hot an has all those gus around her!
2. Shes pipular so shez a Daphne.
3. OW hat Daphne stripper gaf me i hell ofa lapdance/strip1


3. Daphne
6 up, 1 down
Daphne is the greatest person to have ever graced the players of DMS.

Omgawd Daphne is my hero. I would slaughter over 9000 my cows to just sniff Daphne's hair.

and lastly..

4. daphne
6 up, 34 down
a horibel person who like to be stupid

she seals my lunch daphne

hahaha.

try yurs!

and i didnt know there's an asteroid out there with my name... so nice..
but i'm also apparently the name oF a ship which sank disastrously in 1883.

being the slacker that i am these days.. i've these.. sudden urges to try out baking all on my own.. i 've got these huge bag of sugar and flour leFtovers sitting on my shelf, so i thought.. why not?

i tried to do the...karen cheng's simple butter cookies...

erm.. didnt have proper measuring cups, so i go with my instinct in measuring the sugar/Flour etc

just take it, dunk it all in, swirl alil, and bake it. Divide into 2
batches..

Result: Burnt cookies. Thats what i get For not Following proper instructions + leaving the cookies on the
bottom half oF the oven... ar... so sad =(

2nd batch..i decide not to Follow the given estimated time and took my cookies out b4 they got too burnt.. poke it with chopsticks n realised they are too soft (not cooked), pop it back in... stand around oven.. and just for a split second looking away.. my cookies burnt again

Result: sad case

Anyway, bunny (From today onwards he shall be renamed 'tanker' (as given by li wen =))because i grew up alil, and realised bunnys' too affectionate to be mentioned here..)

so tanker insisted that he'll eat all oF them.. haih

anyways.. i've lost all urges in baking ever since

anyways..
randoms..

have u tried? apparently it has a strong smell..

korean..

havent taken a pic tgh for quite long...

die
i'm so addicted to a new game bunny downloaded into my little psp...
tomb raider psp version!! quite cool..Just completed some motorcycle race + shooting scene and i cant stop playing..
till head spinned For days

and i have god oF wars waiting

is it already week 3? =/

so he is alright now..

antibiotics kick in on day 3.. so thank god for that
i havent been much help =( ... just pop in n out his room the 1 day oF crazy infection (with swellings the size oF a golf ball) to make sure nothings too serious

Its in times oF all these.. that i realised how great google is..
i mean.. when i had a mouse running around my room, i googled For ways to catch a mouse
when i was down with a weird inFection in my throat back in Singapore, i googled and selF medicate.
when he was down with that inFection, i googled and basically wanted to try all sorts oF home remedy on him but was rejected

google seems to be my guide and answers to life


a good Friend of mine left Canberra For Malaysia (graduated) today.. Not sure when we'll see each again.. she has always
been my guide and 'answers to life' in all these past 3 years..





will miss u Subz.. take good care..=( thx 4 everything..

our Farewell potluck(everyone brought something) in cosy lil masyas' apartment..

i googled and got this recipe from taste.com.au

so yeaa...

sad day.

another random note... works' piling up.. presentations aFter presentations to prepare For... pressure...

weathers getting colder... (crop my Face off here)... jane, jul, irene n the boys..i love the scarf u guys get me.. it keeps me warm!

wisdom tooth extraction. bad infection.swollen.

only on liquids the whole day..
i felt so..helpless ..
seeing him in such pain

made some cupcakes the other day with bunny. was so much fun..
but i ended up with a big bag of white sugar and self raising Flour in my room... hmmm. we had a competition designing cupcakes. Very Funny to see him struggling hard to produce something For me.But he did produce some nice ones in the end..not allowed to post pics up.. so.. yea.. just a lil one oF mine..~

not very nice...=/
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cosy dinner,silly drinking games, and nightout yesterday..~
jayce turns 20.. uploaded more pictures on Facebook to share with them... and here.. just a few...cause i am alil lazy to blog these days...sigh.









Fun Fun night!

lectures week 2 starting tomorrow. sigh. have done ZERO work/reading.
getting worried..

glimpses of my last Few days beFore heading back..

last day in delo-xx, farewell cupcakes..

a night in ntu,to say bye too

their halls' canteen!

jul's room =P

helloe.

saboteur! jane, thx 4 inviting me overr ya!

when i head back to malacca.... decided to take a..

blood test in the pathology lab..

just to check how's everything doing in my erm.. body.

tumour marker....checking for cancers..kidney function test..liver.. checkin for thalaessimia...etc.. omg!!! so scary you know!!!

I spent 3 sleepless nights thinking about how my results will turn out.. whether i have any Funny inherited disorders etc..

my mom did it with me too...

taking blood..

helloe.to my blood sample

3 days later..

collected the results..

thank god.. everything cleared.... I only had low hepatitis antibody... and had to go for a booster jab.

My mom had some helicobacter phylori bacteria in her stomauch... accumulation of it in long term will lead to stomauch cancer.. so thank god again that we found out early and now she's on a dose oF antibiotics to clear them ..

sounds scary yea... all these... health stuFFs..
and ohh... just found out after 23 years.. my
blood group is O!

Flying
back to aust was quite a pain...Airasia... u gotta pay For entertainment! huh? anyway... i arrived saFely... was quite nervous in the airport in seeing him again aFter u noe, 3 months.. . But there was no one waiting For me when i walked out the arrival door!!

ehh so sad u know...

i walked slowly to claim my

baggage...Found out my new luggage's handle broke...yes =( so had to drag it to the chairs.. and sat down there..

not having any credit in phone so cant call anyone

=( Felt so sad, nearly cried

then he arrived

hmpF

late!!!!! 5 minutes.

but anyway... i love my new room

belated belated valentines+birthday gifts..

my...toilet

so we have started cooking

smoke salmon pasta

quite Fun..

not ready..

not ready to leave yet..
there's so many things i havent done, havent try
yes..i've travelled basically the whole island of singapore.. From tuas in the west to pasir ris in the east.. from north to south..here n there..~
but still so much to do...so little time..

i still havent:
1) get my blood checked
2) visit geylang and see the 'stories' myselF.. damn!
3) shop enoughhh to leaveee
4) try an eat all you can japanese buFFet
5) sprained any ankle but nearly
6) buy a new luggage to replace my broken old luggage
7) have enough of everything here and there

yet.. i do feel a lil bubble of joy
no more waking up earlyyyyyyyy
ahead, is a semester or more of lazying in my blankie, staring into
canberra walls, and ofcourse the bigger joy lies in the idea
of running across the airport and finally seeing bunny again.
long distance is indeed hard...

by the way
i had quite abit of fun last weekend..
i Finally receive my cert and was treated to a Free dinner in marriott hotel..

then.. on sat.. we had chalet party, not in east coast, my mistake,but pasir ris chalets.. I didnt stayover.. just went For bbq and some wii and taboo gaming

haha

nniceee!

all spread across australia... hopeFully we will do a road trip in aust soon!

-end-

few days ago..

was happy 1 year 8 months..

happy 20 months.. n counting..

missing u..

happy cny!

blogs' alil stagnant...

trip home was very much needed... it took away a whole week oF working..

so .. i 've only got 13 days leFt in sg.. omg. I'm gonna miss it here very much. Even more, my bros' family..

Coming up is a networking dinner where i'll get my $1000 to fly home and.. a chalet bbq in east coast and hopefully a last Farewell with jul,jane, irene all beFore i Fly back..

alil down hearted..
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randoms

1) i got a new PSP!

2) when you open those... yeo can drinks... remember to stir around with your straw.. you'll never know whats inside.a friend poured out a baby cockroach From a newly opened lemon barley can .. the company compensated by giving her an extra 15 new barley cans.=.= gasps. i saw the picture!

3)my baby niece hit me with the back of her head on my nose and it hurt so

so bad.fOR a split30 seconds, i thought.. i can do cosmetic surgery.

but no. darn.

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thanks For visiting guys.. =) made my day

lol. sorry xs.

my cny was so short this year.. really short
but really warm..